(The real) Post the Fifth

So I have been thinking about this blog thing for years now. I've tried to take the leap several times, I've failed several times. I have thought of posts, and thrown them out. I have posted post which I have them deemed to dumb, immature, or uninteresting to be publicly displayed. As if some one was going to murder me in my bed because I wrote a bad post on a silly blog that they were FORCED to read. Not going to happen.... hello! I have compared myself to other writers, scrutinized my grammar, tried to be unique but the same (btw that doesn't work). I've tried not to be laughed at and I've tried to be funny. What I haven't tried though is just being me and blogging about what I love, my every day life, and random things that pop into my head. I want to try this. I want to have a sort of journal of my life that I can look back on when I'm old and wise (hopefully), something that I can smile at, or re-learn, or re-enjoy. I might get haters and judgers but maybe just maybe I'll get followers.  Who knows? I'm just going to do this crazy thing and see what happens.

Annoying judgmental ogre in head: Are you seriously going to post this? This is garbage? People are going to barf when they read this!! Don't do it! STOP!!!!!